when i was a child

I think I should start a new life, few courses this semester, and I also seems to get used to this great freedom to every day, and don't know doing the sun grandfather went home, the daily life is empty, the in the mind also empty, the future is empty. I don't know that I want to be a how of person, more do not know I will become a how of person, I spend a lot of time to explore everything I wanted, but found no time had left me forward magnificent and victorious run. How do I want to go his own way, has now no one CARES for me how should I be responsible for myself, I this negative what kind of responsibility. The two day as long as you always think of my dear you go to bed, and then tears big of large drops down and then a person quiet to lie in bed thinking of what am I, I can also depends on what. Sometimes I would want to don't like as they find a boyfriend, but I how can, I have no position put down others, I have been said to myself to follow the direction of his heart go to be happy, but the heart in where? Every time writing blog all love make a little sad, honestly I don't know how people? Maybe so ~ half bright and beautiful half sorrow. That do I is Gemini? I am here to bodhisattva is the heavenly queen mother jade emperor sun wukong pig eight quit red child... Swear, start tomorrow, I will put the idea into learning, a good first level 4 scored. Although we poor, but we will not lie, not our things we wouldn't... Ha ha, I really want to have a seven son ah, or machine cat can do it. Although we poor, but we will not lie, not our things we wouldn't... Ha ha, I really want to have a seven son ah, or machine cat can do it.